The Panda Empress and Lion King’s Love Story
THE MEANING BEHIND THE ALBUM
There are two main characters in this album, a panda named Ozwelda, who is the ruler of Atlantis, and a lion named DREAM. To reveal; what the panda represents is foundation, and the lion—passion, energy. The panda's black-and-white coloring mirrors the colors of the yin and the yang, creating a visual correlation between the animal and the symbol. The panda’s colors are a duality between darkness and light, space and matter, which are inherently the foundation of the universe. The lion; colors of the sun that provides energy to the earth, symbolizes passion and love. They are needed to produce life and purpose. Yet, purpose alone has no foundation, just as foundation alone, has no purpose. To exhibit progress, both must exist in harmony.
However the wrong given energy provided would yield a broken foundation, which is the revelation of this album. The beauty of what is imperfect yet the pain it bears, like a thorn on a lion’s paw. In retrospect, I came out of a heartbroken relationship, losing someone I deeply care about. Originally, I wrote this album as a continuity of what our love was at the time. But since we drifted apart, I decided not to scrap the title and wrote about the beauty of our tragedy. Because of this imperfect, overzealous and unjust society, the panda and the lion could not exist in harmony.
I composed certain off-putting, disconcert elements for this love musical. In one piano piece, from a song I titled, Hit or Miss, I abruptly played a G# and A# together, then later on, bedazzled with the notes C and B. These ostracized combinations of sounds should remind the listener of the tug-a-war arrangement between the panda and the lion—Ozwelda and DREAM. Still, these notes played within this overcast of a piano piece gives it a little more character and texture with a hint of grace. The first listen is unpredictable, yet it is certainly not boring.
I’ve worked on this project—since July—going through numerous transitions in my personal life. Any chance I get working on this, I take clear advantage. A little challenging when work demands more of my attention, knowing that trains and its alignment are always in need of some TLC.
The album is not limited to just the duality between Ozwelda and DREAM, it features the duality between Annie the Bombay witch, and Dorothy and her dog, Toto. Annie is a black cat that represents wisdom, draped in the colors of green and black. There is reverence between Ozwelda and Annie, both hold great wisdom and determination. Annie is a great general under the ruler of the emerald Atlantis. Representing youth and bliss—yet elegant—Dorothy wears a sky blue and creamy white school dress. Admiration exists between Ozwelda and Dorothy, both who seek to cultivate feng shui throughout the land.
DREAM though… among Ozwelda and Annie there is a disconnect. To symbolize this absent connection, where wrong passion renders a bad foundation, the knowledge acquired was how to practice incorrect actions. DREAM is the input on producing wrong actions, even though his intentions were good.
REDCLOUD PEAK & SUNSHINE Peak
Summit reached on July 05, 2025
about a four minute read
Summer of 2023, My mom and I drove to Hinsdale County, Colorado, driving through Cinnamon Pass leading to CO 30 Rd, stopping just shy of the Silver Creek Trail—where I would’ve begun my hike to Sunshine Peak. The condition of the road full of giant rock-pebbles, while driving in the night caused such uneasiness between my mom and I, that I decided to park on the side of the road for the night. I woke up early that morning and it was chilly and there was gentle rain, eliminating any motivation to start the hike. Daylight hit and we continued our drive through the rocky roads, eventually realizing the start of the trail (Silver Creek Trailhead) was probably less than a mile away. We decided to see if the road would somehow connect to Ouray, Colorado [which it didn’t], ending up all the way to the American Basin Trailhead.
Two years later, the opportunity to return and start let alone finish the climb was on. The etched thought of the missed trailhead was on my mind for two long years.
Last time I summited a Colorado 14er mountain, I was a second crew-member, a conductor assisting an operator of a train. This time, I move trains through the alignment—an operator—from Denver to Thorton and back. The diplomacy of being a conductor has ceased. Now I am the technical expert on maintaining the departure schedules along seven different stations, monitoring up to 21 cab signals with indications that may primarily be a red light or green light, and clearing platforms for passengers to safely enter and exit these steel carriers. However, trapped in the cab while operating the train, I still daydream about those hikes up a mountaintop.
07-03-2025
0800: Grabbed Rental Car from Enterprise
0830: Grabbed Food for Trip
0910-1715: RTD Matinee Block 1 shift
07-04-2025
0420-1145: RTD AM block 3 shift
1245: Start drive from Wynkoop St, Denver, CO
1521: Driving through Buena Vista
1820: Arriving at Lake City, CO
1830: Driving through Cinnamon Pass
1915: Arrived at Silver Creek Trailhead (From Denver 6 ½ HRS)
2015: Rest
07-05-2025
0045: Start Hike on Silver Creek Trail
0130-0330: Lost from trail
0547: Sunrise (Missed Opportunity on Peak)
0800: Reached Redcloud Peak 7 hrs and 15 mins
0945: Reached Sunshine Peak 9 hrs
1337: Arrived point where I was lost
1500: End Hike at Silver Creek Trailhead 14 hrs and 15 mins
1530-2100: Drive from Trail to Denver, CO 5 ½ hrs
2230: Finished Returning Car, showered and in bed by this time
ENERGY SPENT
Hiking Toll
12.2 miles (hiking from base to summit) roundtrip
Start at 10,400 ft and end at 14,004 ft
Total gain in elevation: 3,601 ft
Financial list
Rental: $380.27 ($403.11 deposit returned)
Gas: $54.01
Groceries: $53.74
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Total Spending: $488.02
Time Consumed
12 hrs (Denver to Lake City) roundtrip
14.25 hrs - 12.25 miles (hiking from base to summit and back)
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26 hrs and 15 mins of activity (hiking and driving)
RESOURCES
About Route to Peak: 14ers.com
MY PERSONAL CORE VALUES
CRAFTSMANSHIP
One is to be inspired to forge their creativity with a developed ability, and with a polished aptitude unto their work and life.
SYMMETRY
One must maintain their work and life with balanced proportions.
COMMUNITY
And one must truly surround themselves with a unified body of individuals who share or respect the ethos of CRAFTSMANSHIP and SYMMETRY.