An Electric vibe
A new era. For me. I see green and serene, freshness that changes energy—from pretentious to actual vibrancy. What do I mean? There is a stigma that overshadows anything I say or do, and reaching maturity, it means I can’t continue to move against the grain. I have to accept it. Doesn't mean I have to embrace it or try to continue on appeasing what others might believe. It just means, some things are out of my control, yet the only control I have is how I respond to it. Why get upset? Things are the way they are.
I’ve been working on my newest album and I am pumped. The Panda Empress & Lion King’s Lovestory will debut on my channel off YouTube, October 27th, 2025. There was a sound I was looking for, and I found it. An ancient and familiar sound forged by the gods of rock themselves—that sound—the electric guitar. However, it is played by an acoustic guitar, since I don’t own an electric guitar or an amp. I use a plug in that synthesizes its power and distortion. It will be the key ingredient for this upcoming album. When resources are limited, such as not owning an electric guitar, I have to improvise—be creative.
The direction I want to go with this project reflects where I am in my thirty-fourth year of life. Though I am constantly under construction, improvement needed here and there, and at times there is progress met with disappointment, I know I’m where I’m supposed to be. I moved back to the city of Golden in Colorado, where I still continue to work in the service of public transportation in the heavy rail side of it. I feel somewhat tarnished and incomplete. However, I know it’s okay because I am putting the work on improvement. I keep a healthy lifestyle by staying active and going to therapy. I analyze the day, and see if the next agenda lines up with my core values. Though my strength is not being socially active, I am considerate and thoughtful in showing manners when business is conducted with others.
As for my lovelife, the record shows it’s been a mix of a hiatus met with star-crossed encounters. A doomed fate. Women I’ve been with, fell in love—passion like no other—love that is met with disappointment. I wish I had the ability to understand women, at least the women I am interested in. It seems my love language is touch and when there is contact, such as during sex, there is clarity on what is being conveyed. The body speaks. When hidden affirmation is spoken through words, such as flirting, it goes way over my head. Or I am just so consumed in what I have in my mind which differs from theirs. I get they have needs, and naturally women want a partner that provides. Unfortunately, the communication on that topic failed to transmit.
The vision for this album is to reflect on failed love and inspire passion from within. I will always believe in love. And my love for music—an electric vibe—maybe it’ll reach the ears of my soulmate.
